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No, nobody is deleted, it's the annual entry wipe.

I'm outta here. Consider this journal dead, bbz. I'm not up for deleting it, but I'm here:

gunplaytonight - Yes, gunplay as in making someone stare down the barrel of a gun with the intention of giving them a HUEG HARDON over it.

You have the option of letting me go if you don't like me, here. I'm not adding any of you, partially because I'm lazy and partially because I don't want people added who don't really give a toss.

If you're on my little love list though and you don't add me, you are a mammoth prick and I will come to your house with raw eggs and pelt you.

Peace~.

i so passionately want to create again.

Time goes pretty quickly, doesn't it?

THEANONYMOUSMEME

Do that meme for me, be truthful; I like it.

On a different note, within the next week or so, I'll be switching to a new journal. I've changed as a person over the past few months, I want a fresh start. I've never been as content in my life as I am now. I'm finding direction, I'm finding happiness and I know who the people that matter are so I don't need this stuff anymore. I'll let you all know where I move on to, but I don't need to remember years where I lost friends and happiness due to people I can't help but hate.

School wise...despite what my mum insists, I'm going to teach Graphics or Photography in the end. I know English would be easier for me, but where did taking the easy way out get me before? I resent myself for choosing to stay in a college I knew I hated before I even attended it and setting myself up for failure. But I forgive myself because I learned from it. So I'll pick myself up and start again. I've had a few months of frivolous spending - it was fun, but buying myself loads of stuff doesn't equal happiness even if I thought it would.

So...since the educational system just spat at me by changing the syllabus and telling me I have to do 2 years of A levels again if I want to go down that route...It's and Art & Design access course at Farnham, among loads of middle aged women who've decided they want to become the next Picasso after popping out three kids.

Works for me.

edit: My mom got a 5% payrise as well so she's making £35,000 now!

the almost lovers meme

I feel a bit BLECH and I dunno why. ;-; Hopefully feel a bit better in the morning. Sorry everyone that my sleeping's gone a bit fucked again and I disappear a lot, I'm not sure what to do about it, I can't actually sleep until I'm so exhausted I doze off at the PC.

I got my tablet out again though and downloaded OpenCanvas again, I forgot how awesome that program is. Post some drawings later.

edit: Oh zing as if the font up there wasn't pink enough I drew this in OC -



It's not meant to be anyone, but damn is he/she/it PINK. The border thing was so fun I nearly PUKED.